shut your mouth, cant you hear you talk too loud? no i cant hear nothing cause ive got my head in the clouds

i can feel myself getting addicted again. its sneaking up on me. im supposed to be a social smoker now but i smoke too often to call it that. just found on my phone this old memo, brings back memories:

list of cravings

a run

cigarette

fuck a beautiful boy

get away

not do any work

listen to music

be lazy

sleep in the park

take off my skirt

have another cigarette

i dont wanna go back to that but i dunno if im strong enough to prevent it. i have such an addictive personality, god knows why i started smoking.